If I hadnât said anything, things would have been so different in my life as of right now.
Thatâs why I said âI shouldnât have said thatâ after saying most things because of what I said. I would have rather kept to myself because then I wouldnât have dealt with the long talks my mother gave to me. Thatâs why I never said too much and was self-concious after that. This was all in elementary school. Iâm in high school and sometimes keep to myself so things wonât get bad. I often am open and say how I feel now, but I do it with caution.
I remember being so naÃ¯ve back then and would do the dumbest things and I told my mom. I hated saying them afterword. Iâd be like âAw, I wish I hadnât said thatâ to avoid speeches. I did something bad & then Iâd say it because Iâm open and honest but even back then I was more of a liar then Iâd be honest and more open about my feelings and intentions to have them be corrected. I donât know how to feel now because if I kept them in, then I wouldnât know what was right or wrong.